Has anyone ever felt that feeling that you've been left out? Like you have nothing to turn to? As if it were done on purpose? Like you want to be part and not to be some outcast, don't get me wrong I'm no weird loser with no friends, but sometimes it's just not fair. It's not fair that I have to feel this feeling of lonely-ness and sorrow all alone. Or even that I have yo feel it at all. Why must this dark cloud come upon me? How is it so effective? I've always wanted to at least be needed in some way, and I had that for a short time, but life is a cruel thing. One day I'm needed next day I'm ushered away.
April 17, 2010