Another Day(420)

April 11, 2010
By kira_lou420 BRONZE, Tacoma, Washington
kira_lou420 BRONZE, Tacoma, Washington
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Favorite Quote:
She strikes a pose but dies inside and no one knows shes a beautiful suicide.


What happened last night? Thats almost always the first thing I think about when i wake up in the morning. It doesnt matter, I quickly forget as I begin to load my pipe; as I say goodbye to memories that I no longer want to remember.

Its not suicide, what I do. Its a way of live, thats what I just keep telling myself. What am I doing with my life? My sober friends never tell me to quit and my high friends are always to happy to think twice about what their doing...

I have an illness its deep, Im sure it can be healed I just dont know how. Maybe its because I dont love myself enough or for the fact that Im an outcast Id rather be in my room with a blunt writing music jammin out on the guitar, well its not my fault that I was tromatized as a child. I love Marijuana and it loves me, thats how I feel. I dream of being a rockstar, how can I accomplish that if im putting toxins in my body that I dream wont let me awake in the morning? I dont want to be the next funeral you have to attend but it looks as if the end is near.

As Im in my room, my so called "family" is away from the house so Im all alone and full of remorse. I load my pipe and try to become as high and numb as possible before I end another day. Maybe, just maybe i wont awake in the morning and if I do awake Itll just be another day.


The author's comments:
As a teen you should be able to remember your summers, your old hobbies and your first true love...
Without happiness you can result in doing whatever it takes to feel happy even if its just for a couple hours. So to anybody that may read this;
Be truly happy and love yourself the way you are and dont dwell on the past.
P.S. Burn me an smoke my ashes.
Peace(:

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on Apr. 25 2010 at 10:09 pm
Destiny21 SILVER, Wendover, Nevada
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Giving up doesnt mean your weak. sometimes it means your stronger to let go

u r a truly great writer, I am glad u wrote so people could understand a little better


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