I have been bullied. I have been made to feel lower than everyone else. They called me names like: Ugly, fat, slut, useless, wasted air, lesbian, ect. I have been pushed down, and had my head slammed down to the pavement. I was being abused at the time too. My stepdad molested me and beat me, while my mother beat me some more. I was raising my 5 year old brother too. Mo mother and step father were doing drugs, BAD. My bestfriend, and boyfriend introduced me to alcohol, smoking, cutting and burning. I did all those, while skipping school, sneaking out, and for a while "experimented". People found out and the bullying got worse. People told me to kill myself, and that I needed to go die in a hole somewhere. I hated life. I hated everything about it. I have secrets about things I have done that I still have yet to tell people. Truth be told I am an addict, but not to what I use to be addicted to, I am addicted to writing now. I take medicine for my depression, and anxiety. I now know that I am none of those things that the bullies have often called me. And I am NOT smoking, drinking, cutting, or burning anymore. Like ever again. I will not be that person. So for those of you out there who think your alone...YOU ARE NOT! I'm here and I LOVE YOU. You are BEAUTIFUL! DON"T be like me... get help! PLEASE! I love you...stay strong.