I remeber never feeling like I was right for the world. I remeber feeling that no one really wanted me around.
Feeling unwanted, feeling unhappy. I hated those feelings. So I tried to feel the opposite.
I made new friends. And I felt wanted and loved. I finally started to reach out to my family. And i noticed they always loved or wanted me.
All I had to do was reach out and write.
I kept a journal. My peace journal. Every happy moment. Every smile I had. I wrote it down. Then I realized I had more happy moments then sad. I was more excited then I was down.
So I am going to suggest to so many people: Go get a journal and write down your happiness. Just don't steal the name of mine.