I cant tell u how many i have
or how many that are visible
all i remember is when you pushed me down
and hit me several times.
Told me that i wasnt worth it.
and told me to die.
so i went in my room and grabbed my knife and struck my arms and legs several times.
i can see the look on ur face still as u beat me.
I can feel the bat hit my hard scull.
i can feel the belt beat against my skin.
but for some reason i cant feel the knife go across my wrists as blood drips down faster than tears fall from my eyes.
i cant feel the pain that, that knife caused because my arms are numb from your drunken mistakes.
i guess i was a mistake also.