I Wonder Sometimes Why People Are So Mean And Careless,ALL My Life I Have Been Around With People Who Always Criticize Me And The Things That I Do Most Of The Time Without Thinking Or Listening Properly. I Get Very Sad At That Because It Seems As If I'm A Burden For Them, Maybe Is My Imagination Or My Paranoia Kicking In But I Can't Help To Wonder How They Really Feel.It Has Affected Me Deeply On All Levels Emotionally,Physically And Mentally, Besides Having Bullies In School,Heart Break, A Strange Appearance And Overprotective Parents Does Not Help Either I Do LOVE Them but I Also Want A Bit More Freedom.On Occasions I Have Suicidal Feelings And Thoughts But I Don't Ever Think I'll Act Upon It Because I Believe Life Is Beautiful For Those Who Want To Make It That Way.....And That's MEEEEEE!
I feel the exact same way sometimes. I think about how easy it would be to take the easy way out, but I know I'm too chicken and I like life too much. Bullies suck and no matter how old you get they won't go away and eventually your parents will lighten up. I'm sorry you people aren't listening/understanding you lately, I'm going through the same thing with all my friends. You just have to remember everyone is going through the same thing.