Okay let me know how it goes for you.
i forgot to try it but my dad came home last wednesday.................. i screwed up Saturday night but i havent cut since bcuz the guy i like asked me out a hour later........... so i have a feeling he will keep me from doing tht bcuz he unfdersatnds y i do it and y i wanna quit................ he believes tht if i try i can quit
also it has been 2 wks since i did something of another bad habit i wanna quit (fingers crossed on both) oh please call me Kiersten
plus i havent burn.ed myself in a month, i havent even had a desire to cut
Oh okay! I don't know if I've said yet, but you can call me either Rayyn or Smiley. C: And that's wonderful, Kiersten! :D *hugs* I have to say though, don't depend too much on the guy you like to keep you from cutting. I don't want to be a killjoy, but it's best to prepare for the worst and know ways to cope if one (such as the guy you like) falls through.
thanx i know i shouldnt depend on him but i think we have a chance.................. but PLEASE dont think im disregarding ur advice, im not......... but this is the first time i have evr been able to depend on someone other than myself................. this is totally random but do u have a fb? bcuz i would love to add u as a friend cuz tht is how i think of u
not 2 sound stalkerish (smiles and giggles) of crap now people are giving me weird looks
Yeah I have a Facebook. I want to add you, but I don't want to post my name on this site. Would you be willing to give yours? You can edit the comment afterward so that it doesn't have your name on it if you want, I just don't feel comfortable at all with posting mine.
it's okay if you don't necessarily want to follow all my advice; after all, it's just advice. C: I just don't want you to get disappointed and end up hurting yourself. Granted, I don't know this guy, so I don't even have real insight on your life.
Rayyn i screwed up again....... my dad smacked me across the face & when he went to bed i took a knife & u can figure out the rest.................. i came so close to ending it all then i thought "What would my friends do without me? Would you they think? They would blame themselves." i realized tht i was being weak, and i didnt want to let u guys down
im so srry Rayyn im trying but it gets so hard...... i will be doing so well then someone says/does something and i lose my control, and i feel like i need the distraction of pain. do u understand?
Wow, oh my goodness, I'm so sorry! I'm so glad you decided not to kill yourself! *hugs Keirsten so so tightly* I do know what you mean, and it's especially hard when if your family doesn't want to act positive towards you (like your dad). Is this the same dad who was in the hospital?
Seeing how you have to live (partially) I think it's actually admirable that you were able to stop yourself before you went too far. You said on the other thread that you can't take both of your meds; have you told your doctor this? And also are you seeing a counselor/therapist?
Also I sent you a friend request. Send me a message when you get it so I know I got the right person (even though there was only one Kirsten innocence. XD )
ok as soon as i get on.............. my doc said i cant take both, so they r gonna get me new meds & yes it was the same dad
they got me new meds and yes i am seeing a therapist actually my next therapy appt is the 28th
Okay I'm glad to hear that. C: *hugs*
did you get my friend request? I'm trying not to sound disparate. I just want to know if you're my fb friend now.
yeah i did on wednesday, i was at the library
lol HUGS srry tht was random
*hugs back* it's okay! If you need one, I've got one! C;
LOL yay good 2 know thanks 4 supporting me ya know u are really sweet and helpful