My feelings have sort of changed. That girl from before? I still like her (not quite as insanely as I did; not talking will do that to you... ugh), though I honestly don't entirely get it. I suppose it's cuz we lock eyes a lot. We kind of... raise eyebrows, now. I don't know, maybe it's because I still think I have a chance with her.
There are two other girls that I suppose I like. I don't like them as much as her, but... well, they talk to me. They actually possess the will to have a conversation with me, they laugh at my jokes, and they are both extremely pretty in their own ways. I think one of them knows I like her, and we sometimes lock eyes, so it's sort of weird, but we still talk. And I really think that perhaps I could make something work there. She's nice and smart and pretty in a way that I didn't really think I'd be attracted to. But well, I am, and I'm surprised I wasn't earlier. I actually liked her for a bit in sixth grade, too. Short hair, beautiful eyes, nice clothing, and a somewhat shared sense of humor. Then summer hit and it went away. And I barely talked to her in seventh grade, so... anyway.
The second one is an interesting choice for me; I sort of like her. It's not very serious, honestly, but she makes me smile and laughs at even my terrible jokes and always says thank you when I do something for her.
There's one other that I think likes me. I don't know what to think of her...
I realize this isn't exactly in the theme of the thread, but, uh... oh well. :P
So i had met my boyfriend in 7th grade like I knew he exsisted a while before but never really hung out until he sat with us. Then I left fro a few months (september-febuary) but i started to like him when i got to hang out with him in december and when i actually came back to school i was devisted to find out he had a girlfriend. I decided to tell him i like him anyway. Two weeks later they broke up and she moved on rather quickly and she broke his heart so i was kinda the girl who picked him back up and after a few weeks he asked me out and i was thrilled. Now weve been dating for three weeks and I know its kinda weird but he's so amazing hes an amazing person and boyfriend and its hard to imagoine what life would be like if he was still with his ex.We do often argue not full on fight but we always move past it.
my girl friend is the best you could ask for in a girl. Her name is Saydee, and she is just the best. She can make me smile no matter what, she can be beautiful without even trying. when i hold her in my arms, i have this voice inside me saying " i am holding the world right now" Saydee is everything to me, and if it came down to it, i would take a bullet for her. She is my everything..... everything i have ever wanted, and i now will ever need. She will never read this, because she doesnt have TI, but i love her. Saydee is so sweet, and the first time i kissed her....i was in heaven. I love you Saydee <3