Teen Ink

s-dawg posted this thread...

so i dated this guy two years younger than i. i am 16 he was 15. born different years. anyways he dumped me for no reason at all. then i went to an event with two of my best friends. and i met my one friends cousin. we hung out in a group of people and were fine then we went off alone. the next thing i know he pulls me behind a build my back to his front. i ask him what he wants he says mmm nothing we go through this twice then i look down and he places his hand under my chin his thumb on my chin turns my head so i am facing him and kisses me. he is 14 and i am 16. it was wonderful it was dark out and kind of chilli and his lips tasted like smoke since he had been smoking. and now i am dating a guy that is 15 and don't get me wrong i like being with him but i can' stop thinking about the guy that kissed me (it was my first kiss) i am so confused can anyone help shed some light on my dire situation?