Okay my life is not quite right. I live with my grandparents and my grandmother is very sick. There is no one else to help us and I have to do everything. I mean I don't mind helping my grandparent. I'm 17 and about to go off to college in a few month. A few years ago i went through a bad depressive state. I came through but looking back it was not my first and I had so episodes where I've overly alert and i was wondering if my life is crazy or if this is something more?
I think that your life was a little too much for you to handle. Everyone goes through a stage that they look back on and wonder what's going on but you have nothing to worry about. It will get harder before it gets easier.
Thanks! That's what i've been told so hopefully things will get better