So I've known this guy for all of my Senior year of high school, we'll call him 'Anthony', and Anthony and I were lovers for nine months or so, and during that time we were so attached and so emotional and all the stupid shit that adolescents would do with each other.
Over the course of that time, I fell in love (mind you he was my first true, deep love) and before the day I went off to university I told him I loved him, and he said he wished he loved me back (which is significant because prior to this he said he would never love me. . . maybe it's not significant, I'll let you decide). Three days after classes start, I call him and we chat for a while, then he indirectly tells me that he doesn't, and I'm assuming never has, cared for me. It's been two months since we've last had any sort of communication.
SO my dilemma is that next month we both get a week off and go back home for Thanksgiving, and I'm tearing myself over whether I should call him and talk with him about all of this and get closure, or should I just cut my losses and never touch on this subject again?
well i hope you just shut off all contact with him because if he NEVER cared and said it and seemes like he meant it...he probably really did mean it. He mostly likely isnt the one for you anyway, you can do better im assuming :)
ugh he sounds like a real a$$hole. honestly, my advice would be to just forget about him. you'll find someone, in time, who actually cares about you and truly loves you. trust me, you do NOT want to be with someone who tells you they love you one day, and then says they don't the next