*breaks down and cries* What is going ON here? Amanda tries to kill herself, and I don't even know how she is now. Heck, I don't even know how ANY of you are now. But some jerk is talking abuse at Amanda, Mykel, and Aeliss too, eventually, and keeps talking about bloody messes. Has anyone heard from Amanda today??
Please, guys! Just... would somebody give me an update? I'm really stressed and worried right now.
And then, I go into the Family forum on here, and find out that our beautiful Jade killed herself...
I hadn't heard from her on here in a while, and I was assuming that losing her baby had just put her down in the dumps for a bit. It sure did... according to her mom, (in the Family forum), Jade lost her battle with depression on November 23rd, 2012.
Amanda's fine. I'm shaken. Jade killed herself? :'(
Jade killed herself? I feel like someone just reached into my chest pulled out my heart and tore it right in front of me :(
*hugges Andri and Bekah* :(
mm-mm no. no hugs. i feel like i cant move. god you better not be lying to me about her death. what kind of sick joke would that be?.........
Bekah never lies.
Now that I think of it, I never knew Jade as well as I'd like to. Mmmm... I dunno what else to say.. This is painful
Go take a breather and relax.
C.rap. *cries again*
Not to be repetitive, but...Jade killed herself? Dear god. :(
Yeah, Andri, I wasn't lying. ='( I wish I was. And I wish I had gotten to know Jade better. I wish I had talked to her more. Been there for her, when she was struggling.
*huggles everybody* Mykel, I'll be back to my optimistic self in a few days. But right now, I just need a little bit of time before I can crack a joke again.
Oh, btw, Mykel? I'm SO relieved that Amanda seems to be doing a lot better, but I had a question: How did the change happen? Also, she doesn't even SOUND like herself! Like, normally she uses good grammar and punctuation, but all of a sudden, her typing/talking style is completely different.
She's pretty rattled. Not to mention busy. Don't worry, she's fine.
Bekah, go look for the thread entitled "A Song From Me: Dawn"
My stars, Mykel. I almost have no words! That is a very powerful, strong, and beautiful poem. I think it's the best thing you've ever written, at least of the things I've seen of yours. *hugs Mykel* Great job.