((That's fine, I understand, considering that's the third rewrite and probably 6th-8th time trying to post... -_-))
Adrian just shook his head again. "You'll worry either way. I don't want to sleep. I'm not...tired." He looked away.
"Is somethin' 'ron'?" Shiloh asked standing up and walking over to sit by Adrian. She felt her sto.mach cramp again and winced sightly feeling like pu.king but holding it back. She put an arm awkwardly around Adrian's shoulders, trying to be comforting but not doing so well becuase she was st.iff unless she knew no one was wtaching to cirt.isize, make fun of, or ex.ploit her kindness.
Shadow was half asleep and Nathan had his back to them.
Adrian almost pulled away but he didn't want to make her feel bad or think badly of herself. He didn't want her to stop trying. "Please Shiloh...I'm just not tired."
Shiloh nodded, understanding Adrian wanted to be left alone. She gave him an awkward side hug and standing up went over to the b.e.d.s .
Shiloh l.a.y down and c.u.r.l.e.d up tightly and started to rock herself to s.l.e.e.p. Rocking was the only way Shiloh could s.l.e.ep if she didn't have something else to make her feel s.a.f.e and l.o.v.e.d.
Adrian watched a moment before getting up and going to her. He laid beside her and cuddled close. "Can I sleep with you tonight?" He asked softly.
(No show or TI glitch)
((No glitch no no-show that's just TI posting everything they filtered(Looks back you'll what I mean.))
Shiloh nodded and shifted to pull Adrian close beside her. She wrapped her arm around him tightly but not uncomfortably tight, just enough to make her feel safe and hopefully do the same for him.. Shiloh was happy he'd decided to come and get some sleep.
"No s'orin'." she teased, cuddling Adrian like he was a teddy bear. She stopped rocking now becuase Adrian was there.
(The filters are still crazy.)
Adrian smiled a little at her teasing. He closed his eyes and pressed close, trying to get some sleep. But he hadn't been lying. He truly hadn't been tired, and sleep seemed so far out of his reach. He sighed, just wanting to give Shiloh some comfort and peace of mind.
((Skip to morning?))
(I don't know, I may reluctantly be dropping this...)
((Oh... :-( Cause of the glitching? ))
Because I've wanted to quit TI for a while now and it glitches way too often and I'm just...done with it.
(If you really want to keep this one up and REALLY can't transfer to ANYTHING else, I will keep in this 1x1 with you. Only because I'm staying around for the Falcon one.)
((I can't transfer to another site and reallyd ow ant to continue this.))
(Okay then lets skip to morning.)
Shiloh woke up early with stabbing stomach pains. She carefully moved away from Adrian and stannding up stumbled sleepily outside before doubling up a dry heaving/vomiting.
When she finished Shiloh went and sat down a the cave enterance, she drew her knees to her and clutched her head, her jaw was tight because she was stressing aoout what was happening. What if Nathan didn't want her anymore cause was with som.eone else's child? What if Adrian didn't to be around som.eone like her? What if she couldn't take care of or help either Nathan or Adrian?
Shadow was already awake, and he watched her in silence. He sighed and stood, moving over to her, and then past her. He went and got a canister from Star's saddle bag and went to a nearby stream. Soon he returned with water and gave it to Shiloh. "Here." He mumbled. He had deep concern in his eyes as he looked at her.
"Though' you were chan'in' to a haws." Shiloh muttered in comment. She accepted the water and sipped it, tentatively at first incase it upset her stomah but then to took bigger drink when it seemed to be fine.
Shiloh finished off the canister and glanced into the cave at Nathan and Adrian, watching them for a few moments before looking back at Shadow and handing him the canister,
"Than's." she muttered,