((Testing ball again. Sorry.))
"Well w'a' e'er you deci'e." Shiloh said. he didn't honestly want to go back to the dragon camp, she'd felt unwelcomed and push away there, like she had for most of her life and she'd hated it.
Nathan shook his head. "Shiloh I need help. I don't know what to do. I don't want you hurt..."
"I don'' know wha' you nee' to do, Na'han. If you fee' li'e you nee' to go ba' to your fa'her you can go and A'rian and I will ei'her go wi'h you or mee' you somew'ere af'erwar's." Shiloh mutter tiredly.
Shioh didn't feel like solving everyone elses issues right now, she couldn't even think through her own problems now, how could she solve everyone elses'?
Shiloh ran her hands over her face and rubbed her eyes, Nathan seemed to be better and she really needed to sleep, she was very tired in fact lately she'd gotten very tired alot, plus she felt like her stomach was turning or being kicked.
Nathan groaned in frustration and turned to lay with his back to her. Shadow sighed. "Shiloh..."
"Wha'?" Shiloh snapped, she didn't know what to do. Nathan was a man he was supposed to make his own desicions right? She shouldn't have to solve the whole world's porblems right now!
Shiloh looked around, trying to see if tehre was some sort of clue tohelp her know what to do. She finally groaned again and put her head in her hands, staring at the fire.
Shadow shook his head, getting up and going to her. He sat beside her and put his arm around her. "You're sending off unusual signals. Are you sure you're alright?"
"I'm fi'e, I'm jus' tire' an' fee' quea'y. Ge' off my ba'." Shiloh growled she scooted away from Shadow. She leaned against the cave wall and tugging her knees to her chest closed her eyes, SHiloh didn't feel like going over o lie on the dry grass beds. She just wante dto be rest and be left alone.
Shiloh grunted and getting up shoved Shadow's arm off of her shoulders and went over to the grass b.ed.s Adrian had made up earlier.
"Lea'e m.e be." she muttered tiredly as she sank down on the grass and curled up, She clutched her sto.mach but didn't say anything.
Shadow furrowed his brow, looking between Shiloh and Nathan. He had a feeling, but he wasn't sure if he was right, or even close. "Shiloh have you and Nathan...uh...mated?" He wasn't sure how better to put it. But he hoped neither of them reacted severely to the question.
"NO!" Shiloh called out before Nathan could answer, she rolled over,
"I hav'e an' wi' ne'er vo'un'arily ma'e wi'h an'one!" SHiloh swore. She glared at Shadow before rolling over and glaring at teh wall. She thought hard, the dungeon had been around a month ago..could? Chould she? No, no that wans't possible it could never happen! That'd be wrong, she didn't want to think about it.
Shadow grimaced. "Shiloh you're giving off the air of a preg.nant female. You may want to consider that...certain events...may be the cause of your current feelings both physical and emotional. You might want to consider magical cleansing to prevent anything from forming..."
"No ma'ic!" Shiloh shouted at Shadow, she still hadn't gotten over some thinsg from that dungeon, her aversion to magic was one of those things. She glared at the wall,
"I's bee' a mon'h an'way I don' thin' you're s'upid ma'ic clea'sin' woul' hel'." She added sulkily.
"An' I don' thin' that...I'm wi'h chil', I'm jus tire' lemm.e sleep." she added.
"NO!' Shiloh shouted at the mention of magic. She'd healed physimagic on her physically from the dungeon and she didn't have as bad panic attacks anymore but she still refused to let poeple use magic on her.
Shiloh hoped Shadow's explanation for how awful she'd been feeling adn how run away her emotions were wasn't true.
"I's been a mo'th an'way ma'ic woul' be u'ele'' now." She added as if trying to justify her fear of magic. She moved one arm up underneath her head and closed her eyes, intending to go to sleep and hoping Shadow would get the hint and shut up.
Shadow wasn't pleased but he shut his mouth and went back to his spot, sitting down.
Nathan sighed, shaking his head and trying to go to sleep. But as exhausted as he was, sleep would not come to him. He couldn't stop worrying now that Shadow was right...
Shiloh tossed and turned but finally sat up,
"A'rian, you nee' to ge' some slee'." She said quietly, signaling for him to come over and lie down.. She was worried about him and about whatever was wrong with her. She kenw she neede dsleep but didn't think she could sleep.
Adrian shook his head. "I'm fine, just get some rest. You need it." He told her. "Please...don't worry about m.e." (I really am sorry about short posts. I'll bump them back up when TI gets better...)
((It's OK, I get it.))
Shiloh frowned, more worried,
"A'rian you nee' res'." She insisted,
"Sha'ow is ta'in' wa'ch jus' ge' some slee', plea'e." she pleaded. Shiloh sa fulled up restting her arms on her knees which were against her chest,
"Plea'e A'rian, I don' wan' you ex'uastin' yoursel', I can't slee' if I worry 'bou' you." she pointed out, trying to reason with him.
"Plea'e A'rian, you nee' res' too. Don' hur' yoursel' by no slee'in'. I can't slee' if I'm worryin'." She added. She watched him quietly for a few moments trying to understand why he didn't want to sleep. Was something wrong?