Life was too simple before I met you. It's complicated now. I have started trusting you but I am afraid..... The thought of betrayal makes me blank. I don't know what I feel for you. I don't know whether I like you or I love you or it is just an attraction... That's why I am not revealing my feelings. Today, when I was standing in front of the mirror, I imagined you beside me, then I realized that you deserve a beautiful girl. I realized that I am not of your type. I enjoyed the conversations that we had. You have become my imaginary boy and you know what? It feels good.... I dreamt about you. I am happy. This feeling is wonderful. I don't know for how many years we will be in contact. I don't want to think about it. Well..... Now you have a special power. You can make me happy/sad with your words. You can control my feelings now and I am happy that you have got this power. When you call me by my name, for few milliseconds, my mind goes blank. It sounds special. I hope that this turns out to be an honest relationship. I want our friendship to grow along with time.