I was looking at the door for about an hour. I had nothing to say nothing to do. He just got up and left. I tried to stop him, but he just left. Why did he have to leave? Did he find someone better? Someone that could give him everything that he wanted? It just made no sense to me. How could he just do this to me? I was hoping for him to come back, and say how much he missed me. That never happened. Reading the old text messages that we had made me laugh and made me cry. There was so much emotion with every word on those text messages. We talked about being together forever. We even talked about even having kids together. I guess that is gone. When I walk to our old room where we talked it felt empty. Nothing was there no life in the room like there used to be. Is this really it? No more of us? I just don’t want to let him go knowing he found someone better. Paging through all of our photos made me feel like there is a chance that he will come back. I just don’t want to let him go forever…