I know how you feel..I know alot of people say that and don't really mean it, but I do. I know exactly the feeling of love and getting hurt. My hear breaking into a million pieces and those million pieces into a million pieces. I know it's hard to move on right away. And so when I told myself I moved on, it was basically myself lying to myself for a good reason. I told myself that a million times until I believed it. And now..a summer and through fall later I believe it. It was my goal to recover over the Summer if it meant turning down every guy that asked me out and I did..including the guy I was trying to get over. I knew he wasn't right for me. I know it's still hard cause the feelings for him still linger when I'm around him or when his name is mentioned, but not as strong as before. Trust me. You can do it.