when life locks me in
alone, thinking of you in my mind
disguise myself with a barrier
unbelievably shielded
of my feelings
kept from my heart screaming
yelling and pounding through my throat, more than ever
a ache or a throb could possibly be
can't believe the words
i read through the text messenges back and forth
from this morning
saying you love her to death
you wanna be with her
as much as you need oxygen
to inhale,every breathe
every moment of her
as i wish you spoke these words
to me, wishing you can tell
that im missing you
as crazy as a rollarcoaster
going one direction to another
to hide my true feelings
of missing you with me
back in a month ago
holding your fingers
in between mine
the kisses in the rain
powerful corny words
sparkles my eyes
to something real and beautiful
and you left it abandoned,
as you did to me
on a friday night