I turn away and bit my lip. Bite dwon all the words pushing to come out. Then i wait. Nothing. So i slowly take the step forward that is threatening me to turn and run back. Hold my breathe making the air dead silent, so even if you mumble i will hear. My heart is pulling with all its might, but my brain is pushing even harder. Once in a while my heart takes control but my heart always regains reign. See my heart wants you but my mind is putting you on a trial that you are failing. My push is crying out for your pull. And you took the easy way out. You just walked away.