I think I found my real superhero. No, not a silly little crush that I dream of sweeping me off my feet. My hero. My brother. He was the one who I can always look up to. He always calmed me down no matter what. He was my role model. I wrote him a letter one day, but i still have yet to give it to him
Dear Big Brother
I know you think this is gonna be cheesy but I want you to know this before I never get the chance to do. You are my hero. Remember when you would take me out for a milkshake and we would talk for hours in your car? I leaned at an early age how the family worked. Mom and dad didn't know what to expect with you but they taught you some things. Then they had Kody , they knew what they wanted him to be like " the golden child" was what I called him. Then they had me. Still working with Kody and leaving me kinda in the dust. I leaned from you. You were the one I always looked up to. Remember when I went through my "superman stage" through middle school? That's when I needed you most. I needed you to be my superman. I know you didn't know this but I cried myself to sleep almost every night. Just a hi from you in the morning would make my day because I felt that everything was alright and everything's fine. I know you couldn't help me through middle school, no one can or could. I want you to know that you still and will always be my superman, you will never let me down no matter what you do. I love you
<3 Katie
I read that letter to my self time and time again. I took one of his old sweatshirts ad sprayed it with his cologne so it would smell like him, I sleep with that sweatshirt every night and it's covered with tears. He's gone to collage now but it doesn't matter because I know he wouldn't care about his stupid little sister. I miss him. The pain in my heart is like having you favorite stuffed animal ripped to shreds on front of your eyes when you where a kid. I know he will start his own Family soon enough and we will live in different places when we grow Older but right now, all I want is my superman, my hero, my brother.
Dear Big Brother
I know you think this is gonna be cheesy but I want you to know this before I never get the chance to do. You are my hero. Remember when you would take me out for a milkshake and we would talk for hours in your car? I leaned at an early age how the family worked. Mom and dad didn't know what to expect with you but they taught you some things. Then they had Kody , they knew what they wanted him to be like " the golden child" was what I called him. Then they had me. Still working with Kody and leaving me kinda in the dust. I leaned from you. You were the one I always looked up to. Remember when I went through my "superman stage" through middle school? That's when I needed you most. I needed you to be my superman. I know you didn't know this but I cried myself to sleep almost every night. Just a hi from you in the morning would make my day because I felt that everything was alright and everything's fine. I know you couldn't help me through middle school, no one can or could. I want you to know that you still and will always be my superman, you will never let me down no matter what you do. I love you
<3 Katie
I read that letter to my self time and time again. I took one of his old sweatshirts ad sprayed it with his cologne so it would smell like him, I sleep with that sweatshirt every night and it's covered with tears. He's gone to collage now but it doesn't matter because I know he wouldn't care about his stupid little sister. I miss him. The pain in my heart is like having you favorite stuffed animal ripped to shreds on front of your eyes when you where a kid. I know he will start his own Family soon enough and we will live in different places when we grow Older but right now, all I want is my superman, my hero, my brother.
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