I toss and turn in my bed. It’s almost midnight and I’m exhausted, but my body does not seem to agree. I can not fall asleep. I wonder what you’re doing right now. You’re probably stretched out in your bed fast asleep. I wish I could be next to you, wrapped in your arms. I’d pay to be next to you, that’s how much I yearn for you. I wish I could be that special girl in your life. We are adorable together, but you’re not interested in anyone right now. At first I was able to take that blow in stride and obsess over a celebrity. But, now it has finally sank in, if the one boy I really truly felt something for, the one who I’ve connected with on so many different levels, doesn’t want me, than it’s clear no other boy will like me.