Sweetheart, my love, this is for you.

Jake, Elt, Key, Bob, whatever you want me to call you, do you know how much I care? Do you know how much it bothers me, I never know what to call you, never know? Baby, you know my real name, you never use it, never ever, its always Ash or Lyr. Do you know how much that hurts me? It kills me every time we talk. I ask you how your doing, you never tell me anything about your life, I can count on my fingers how many things I know about you, less then ten. Do you know how much that hurts? Our six months passed by, you never even said anything. Six months, and I know less then ten things about you. What do you know about me? Do you remember the little things I say, like how cute the kittens I am fostering are, how I named one of them after you? How I just finished a painting I have been working on for three weeks? Do you remember that time in Stormwind? We were so bored, I got my hair restyled, I said my hair color then, I said brown with a streak of red, did you remember that? Do you remember what I said my favorite song is? Probably not; its Talking to the moon by Bruno Mars. Baby I know I am not perfect but you never say what you need from me, I barely see you , you said your friends got you playing a different game, you say that you will not be on as much. Oh how I want to believe that you are not avoiding me, but that small part of my mind, the one that made me pull away at first, the part that made me say no that time in Elwyn, that part makes me doubt you just for a moment. I mean, really what did you think I would think? You never answer my letters any more, oh I feel like I am talking to the moon. Have you ever heard the song Black Roses Red? Well that’s how I feel. Do you know how hard it is for me to have to say that I don’t have a boyfriend when asked? Do you know how much that hurts? Do you feel the same way? Do you remember the day we met? Do you remember the hours spent playing Truth and Dare with Tish and Death? Do you remember how much Death wanted us to be together? Do you remember? Do you remember me?