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Who Cares? I just smile.

They stare me down as I stroll the hallways of the high school in the new town. Their brows draw together and they frown in a spiteful scowl. I can hear their whispers as I walk past them, smiling. “ That’s the Nina girl. She is such a freak.” They can’t put me to shame for how I look, dress, or act. It’s my life, and I love me. Nobody want’s to talk to the sixteen year old labeled “ freak”, not even the other kids that are called the same name want to. I am used to being an outcast, it’s been that way since my family died I went to the home. I hide behind my baggy black hoodie and skinny jeans with a broad smile upon my face. I don’t care what they say or what they do to me, they can’t wipe my smile away, they can’t wipe my happiness away.
Oh, believe me, they’ve tried harder than any other school had. Locking me in the girls locker room, stealing my clothes, ripping my homework, and passing me notes in class saying, “ You don’t belong here you freak of nature! Go back to the planet you came from. We don’t want you polluting our school.”
The words and actions don’t hurt me. Who cares!? I just keep smiling. I’m happy and no one person could ever change that . I am a quiet, short, black haired, brown-eyed, smiling freak… and I love it. (:




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Fayrouz This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Aug. 4, 2010 at 1:30 pm:
I'm a little confused about why you're a freak to be honest! Is it because you are "emo?" I don't make fun of "freaks" at my school and some of them are very creative but I think they do some pretty weird things but that's okay because we ALL do weird things. I like her confidence in this small piece. What would make it stand out is to make it unique. Now, she's just one of those normal high school freaks. I'm not saying that what she goes through isn't tough, but her story seems SO normal. As a... (more »)
 
DeadPeopleKinndaGrl replied...
Aug. 5, 2010 at 7:35 am :
Well i want u to know that i really appreciate ur comment and have submited another part to her story so u will better understand her situation and when it is on the site i hope u all read it. Thanx (:
 
DeadPeopleKinndaGrl replied...
Aug. 5, 2010 at 7:40 am :
Oh and no, Nina is not "emo", she is just different from all of the other people in her new town. They all stare at her because she wears dark clothes and keeps to herself. She is new and looks different so people don't even give her a chance. That is until part 2! (:
 
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wild-free said...
Aug. 4, 2010 at 12:35 pm:
This is nice.. i'm glad she is proud of being a freak. No one should be upset about being different.. it's a blessing really. Good job.
 
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Lanier42 said...
Aug. 4, 2010 at 10:27 am:
i think this is the first one i read where the bullied person doesn't get upset at all. great writing
 
DeadPeopleKinndaGrl replied...
Aug. 4, 2010 at 11:49 am :
Yeah, exactly the point! Thanx. Plz comment on my others if u will. I'm also writing a second part to this, more about Nina's life outside of school.
 
Lanier42 replied...
Aug. 4, 2010 at 6:17 pm :

only if you read mine =P

jk :)

 
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inksplatters21 said...
Aug. 3, 2010 at 11:56 am:
Interesting....but I feel like there should be more.  After a while, the words would probably get to you. 
 
DeadPeopleKinndaGrl replied...
Aug. 3, 2010 at 1:03 pm :
U got it!! I'll write another article about Nina so u can learn more about her. Stay tuned!! (;
 
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