On The Brink Of Insanity: A story told through the eyes of a misunderstood teenager (Part one, Intro | Teen Ink

On The Brink Of Insanity: A story told through the eyes of a misunderstood teenager (Part one, Intro

May 3, 2010
By Riku295 BRONZE, Miami Beach, Florida
Riku295 BRONZE, Miami Beach, Florida
3 articles 1 photo 1 comment

Favorite Quote:
"I know certain vampires can't have garlic but, Does that mean they cant have onions?! If so, they"re REALLY missing out on my home cooking."


Intro: Empty

I'm absolutely terrified FOR you...I'm afraid of you, I feel so manipulated and abused...it's just like how my friend once put it...Kinda like you're taking me apart in the most painful way possible, cutting me open, trying to see how I tick and how it makes me feel, to see how vulnerable I REALLY am, messing with my nerves...and then you put me back together and repeat it, just to see how long it would take before you've completely broken me.

I am not your little toy, I'm not an animal on an examination table. I'm not a middle school class experiment. I'm human, breathing, ME. I have a heart, no matter how broken it may be. I have a soul, no matter how soulless I may seem...

I am human but also, a momentary hollow shell of what I used to be. Right now, I hide behind a fa?ade of happiness and innocence. Everything seems fine, but it's not...You are to blame for much of it...


The author's comments:
This is a...in a sense, dark, twisted journal about the truth of my past relationship. The bad break up with my first and seemingly ONLY love. I felt the need to be brutally honest in my writing of this, to DESCRIBE as best I can what there are no words for. I wrote this as a release of angst and pain and to stop myself from commiting suicide, like I had, admittedly, planned. I hope that by reading this, people can get some of the same feeling that I had been going through or that they try and understand or relate to it, but, this is only the beginning after all...I promise there'll be more to come

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Riku295 BRONZE said...
on Aug. 7 2010 at 10:24 pm
Riku295 BRONZE, Miami Beach, Florida
3 articles 1 photo 1 comment

Favorite Quote:
"I know certain vampires can't have garlic but, Does that mean they cant have onions?! If so, they"re REALLY missing out on my home cooking."

Comments, Reviews, and Ratings are very much appreciated! Please review and tell your friends? I wanna know if I should continue this or not.