I woke up ten minutes ago balling my eyes out because I realized that I had messed up. Somewhere down the line I did something to make you upset and I have no idea why! I realized scince not having you around to talk to, that I've gotten addicted to you. It sounds crazy but I think its true. I just want to be in your arms. I feel weak and your the only person who can make me strong. I want your hand intertwined in mine. When I was a kid i wore mittens to keep from getting frostbite... it's not even cold out but my hands are freezing and i crave yours to make mine warm again. I want your lips. The way they felt against mine. Words are just words but when we kissed you said a million without making a sound. I hate that im addicted to you. But part of me is glad that you became my heroine... it gave me the high that i needed, but like they all say, "I can stop when ever." I secretly don't wanna stop.
April 1, 2010