You think the pain has faded do you now? You think this time you’ve been gone I have time to heal? Not quit. You see when you told me I was worthless I teared up. When you told me I was ugly I started to shake. When you told me you were leaving I cried. When you told me you didn’t love I weaped. When you were no longer here I felt the pain set in, the worthlessness and ugliness you set upon me. So no, the pain hasn’t faded away since you left me. And with you standing here now, I wish you’d leave me again. Just so I can feel the happiness you forgot to give me.
Leave Me, Again
February 6, 2010