The date was December 19,2007.To me it was the saddest day of the year and my friends have never seen me this sad but i guess to tell you this story i have to start from the beginning.It was June 11,2006 the day i met my first true love.Me and my family was at a AIDS foundation and I was new to Hollywood so i didn't know anybody but people from my show.That was until i met him.His name was Nick and I knew from the time i met him to now i still love him but he moved on after we broke up to have a break.But i know it was time to move on when he didn't come back that's when i stayed in my room for months and when i finally got out of my room it was raining.I remember that day so well i guess when you get a cold you tend to remember a lot of things.So i stepped out into the rain and just let it all out.My best friend Demi saw me outside and she ran to me it wasn't until she was close enough that she saw i was crying,i was crying for nick.Then i saw something like an angel i thought it was nick.Demi on the other hand was trying to get me inside to warm up so i don't get cold but she knew i would give up my life just to save him."Nick i need you," i yelled and the angel looked up at me.In that minute i knew i was in love with him and he was in love with me.Thats why im writing this song with him because i love him heres what we have so far i think we have a full song.Its called "Before the storm."

Me:
I know this isn't what I wanted,
never thought it'd come this far,
just thinking back to where we started
& how we lost all that we are

Nick:
we were young & times were easy,
but i could see it's not the same.
I'm standing here but you don't see me,
I'd give it all for that to change.
and i don't want to lose her,
i don't want to let her go.

Chorus:
me:
I'm standing out in the rain,
i need to know if its over,
cause I will leave you alone.

Nick:
flooded with all this pain,
knowing that I'll never hold her,
like i did before the storm

Nick:
and with every strike of lightning

Me:
comes a memory that lasts

Niley:
not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash

Me:
maybe i should give up

Chorus:
Me:
I'm standing out in the rain,
i need to know if its over,
cause I will leave you alone.

Nick:
flooded with all this pain,
knowing that I'll never hold her,
like i did before the storm

Me:
trying to keep the light from going in

Niley:
and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.
We always say a heart is not whole without the one who gets you through the storm.

Chorus:
Standing out in the rain, knowing that it's really over- please don't leave me alone
Flooded with all this pain, knowing that I'll never hold you, like I did before the storm

Well now im off to film a movie called"the last song" and me and nick broke up and here i am in my room remembering all the good and bad times i guess if our love is true then we will work out but for now im happy that we are friends and maybe whatever that has in the future well bye for now


LOVE,
SMILEY
MILEY