My inspiration to write this piece was not only my own mistakes and thought processes, but my...
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Just trying to fit in
So with that being said, Back to me, I have dallied with drugs, made too many bad decisions to count, and being the "horn dog" that most teenagers are I even experienced meaningless sex (which was great!.... at first.) But I was on a downward spiral and all I was doing was lying to myself that I wouldn’t crash, like I eventually did several times, only the last crash went off like a nuclear bomb.